March 2010
1 post
So look at me go.
Woah, look at me being completely diligent. I think I am slowly getting into the hang of writing these, slowly, but surely. So today I spent the entire day roaming around chicago. yay goo me! I saw elmo outside when we were on the bus, that was probably the highlight of my day and now i have a delicious hot mocca and an amazing sister, and cool voice lessons to look forward too. can life get more...
February 2010
1 post
Bring on tomorrow.
So I haven’t written this in a while, due to the lack of time I have. I’m so busy all the time…gah! So, we are done with our show (Lysistrata) and now its onto Fame. My chances of getting a good role is next to none, but I am going to try my very hardest and put myself out there. Hmmm what else? I got a new cover for my new phone; its very pretty. 4 day weekend!!! woot....
January 2010
2 posts
To become an informant.
Theater fest approches! We leave tomorrow. I have my road test tomorrow! C’est tres…malade.
New year, same old me.
Bonjour! So I read back to some of my older blogs and I realized how annoying I sounded. I can’t help it. Hey have you ever seen a movie and the main character is really pathetic and you laugh at him/her,well in a couple years that will be me. Seriously, sometimes I wonder if I’m going to end up like Bridget Jones. Now that is a scary thought. So let me tell you a couple things that...
December 2009
3 posts
is that yo chick
im sitttingon the bus. ill be home in about 3 mins. auditions in 2 days. infomtional meeting tomorrow. it would be realy nice to make a good role, but knowing me i wont get a good part. the director typecasts too. ugh. one day. got lots of hw. byeeee
www.youarealoser.com
Haven’t been on this for a while. I didnt go to school on Friday, I had food poisoning, it was awful. I feel better this morning. It is Zoe’s bday and Charlees bday (: I have to go to school to usher for the show tonight, which fucking sucks cause I cant feel my fingertips. I got to drive this weekend a little bit. omgg. Im seriously the biggest loser ever.
gone to get a life,
bye.
November 2009
8 posts
Brrraaah.
I had a sleepover with Morgan last night. It was fun, but a little dull, which I blame myself for. I am soo lame I am watching a hair styling channel on youtube right now on a Saturday night. I know, pathetic. So I now am listening to music on youtube, while writing this. I haven’t been to my dads house in about 1 month so now that I’m here…its weird and boring. I think I’m...
Howddy Doody.
Im about to die of exhaustion. I have no energy left. I honestly don’t. I have a heeeeuge math project thing that I have put off for a while..whatever. I have also put off driving. I have to get a waver!!! gahh. Okay I am so tierd. I don’t know if I want to run for running crew for The Sparrow, because I litterally have 0 energy left. I’ll go to crew tomorrow and see whats to do...
Listen
Bahhhh
Four shows down 1 to go
I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be...
Preforming in front of 1300 kids is amazing. I loved loved loved the experience of today. It was fantastic. James and the Giant Peach is looking great. I’m very exhausted. I don’t think I’ll miss the show, but I don’t get to hang out with David or Ned very muchh, which is sad cause I’ve just discovered how greatt these guys are. I hatee that everyones a senior and...
“THIS LAND IS GREAT! THIS LAND IS FERTILE…LIKE THE OCTOMOM.”
– Gabe.lmfaoo. He was standing up the sunroof screaming. It was hilarious.
I'm sorry for the way I let go.
AHHH. I don’t have too long of a time to write this. I have to go bed. So tomorrow, everyone is off. I; however, have to come into school, which is going to be the biggest drag of my life. We have a dress rehearsal tomorrow and I am terrified that I am going to do something wrong and fuck up everything like usual. I’ll have to be super careful tomorrow. My day was really...
October 2009
26 posts
For the very first time.
So I am conducting a list of people. Now, the thing is. I might not have a sweet sixteen, because I’m going to England for the summer. This is just in case I get swinddled out of going to England. If that does happnen, then I am going to demand a party. So far I’ve gotten 159, but those are just the people from my facebook and I haven’t really added any seniors (I have added only...
Today I was babysitting my neighbor's little boy....
via MLIA
What a frricken awsome kidd<3
Why you got to be all up in my bubbleee?
Today wass a pretty fantabulous day. Honestlyy <3 HALLOOWEEEN NEXT WEEK. I’m being a smurrf ;] i just have to get body paint and a white hat and dress (maybe…i might have one) Okay so today most of the sophomores were gone cause of the chem field trip :] (thank god) and so 1st period we basically did nothing (like usual) 2nd period = french there was only like 6 of us there and it...
I don't even know you, but I know for sure.
Have you ever wanted something that you know that you can never have? Not because you don’t want it enough or you are lazy, but because in the thing that you want in lays many different problems. For example, say if you like someone. Okay well you have two things, 1 is the way you feel about them might not be the same as their feelings about you, #2 is the other little problems that can...
Lets keep it simple.
Okay, I know its WAYYYYY to early to be looking at colleges and Uni’s, but I’ve already started. I have high hopes for me. lmaooo. (btw that was a joke…laugh) I’m liking Bard college, which is in NY, right now. I also am liking Columbia, which is in NY too. and of course…NYU (: so idk. gotta see what they’re looking for. I’ll get back with other colleges...
The tents of the kingdom lie just ahead
Trying to come up with a costume for Halloween. I think I’m going to go look around before I make any decisions. I liked the idea of being Rose from titanic and making the dress myself…but it’s a lot of work -_-. I also like Little Mermaid idea, or a lady smurf. I haven’t decided yet. I don’t have long so…better get on that. :D
I hope that I don't fall in love with you.
Just came back from callbacks. I’ve got to admit I was pretty bad…*shrugs* oh well. What’s meant to be is meant to be, I guess thats my new moto. So recently this whole drama with my mum and my sister and that slimeball have just gotten worse. Last time we left off my sister is in iran right now, but my mum hhas just lost $1500 in a transaction recently and …um well she...
Let's Not Pretend Like You're Alone Tonight.
I woke up really late this morning. -_- Ashley called me at 7:50 asking where I was. I was still in bed. Oh God. I looked like a mess today and people were like “you look good” -_- I looked like a hobo, they were being nice. I had auditions today, which were just okay. Kyle and Courtney were there which made me happy. I have a crap load of homework and I am choosing not to do any of...
Geometry sucks.
So my math teacher. Mr. Delahanty is a big c word!! okay, so he doesnt collect the homework and has decided he wants to do a binder check, which includes the hw. -_- Now im trying to make up 4 weeks of geometry homework in the span of one night, so far I’ve failed miserably. I don’t care. Honestly. Kyle came over today, which was fun. I haven’t talked to him in forever and it was...
30 minuets to alter our lives.
GOOD MORNING! :] or should I say afternoon! I slept in Joeyyyys bed last night, its more comfortable than my cold room. I’m somewhat really tired, but I’m not sure from what it’s not like I’ve done anything special. Kyle is finally coming over today! I finally get to see my best friend. God, it feels like every year we are drifting further and further appart. I won’t...
No Tears Will Fall From These Eyes (Jojo) :]
I bought a FAME ring today. I thought it would be funny! :] I went out with the girls tonight. Me, Julia, Bryan, Frankie, and Francesca joined us later. We ate at cheesecake factory then we went shopping all over. I didn’t really buy anything Julia bought more than all of us. I swear to God, if I get assistant Director again, some ass will be whooped! I mean, it’ll look good on a...
Last Night.
Last night I went out with Jazzy, Jack, Ashley, Annie, and Danny (then Zack came) It was a lot of fun. (one legged hitler wass hilarious) I miss having a social life. Going out again tonight with Bryan, Julia, and whoever bryan invited. I might buy this dress that i really want! (: I saw my psycologist for the first time in a gillion years yesterday. She is not that helpful with school things, but...
Let us fly to Bountyland
I have about an hour to choose if I want to do High Fidelity (an all girl a cappella group) I don’t think I’ll do it because it will just add to my stress level. I’ll just stick to voice lessons with Julie for now. I hope tomorrow will be fantastiic! Today we had an informational meeting for James and The Giant Peach, and The Sparrow. Kyle didnt come…Don’t know where...
Post.
I’ve added tumblr onto my iPod! So I went on the post secret website today(well technicCally now… Yesterday) an my post was there and it made me incredibly happy! I watched glee tonight and made brownies(: I’m soooo ready to do james and the giant peach I just want to have fun:D seeing my psycologist on Friday (thank god) so that should be good. I saw miss brahnal in her car as I...
September 2009
46 posts
Maybe You're Just Like My Mother...
I love my mom. She sat and listened to me wail in the car, it was fantastic got everything out about the psychiatrist about aggravation with school, everything. I’m afraid after pulling an all nighter I am exhausted. I slept during Geometry and Intro To Business. I get to see Miss.Lehman on friday and BLAH BLAH BLAH. thats it. She is the only person I am ever talking to. Everyone else sucks,...
All day every day.
Pulling an all nighter. Got my paper finished, now going to have a smoke then going to bake brownies to sell tomorrow -_- then maybe clean then IF I HAVE TIME! ill watch a movie (which i doubt) i still have to shower too! >:I
Don't Look Back In Anger
Incredibly happy. I’m done worrying about everything, I am a kid and I have to start living like one. I can’t believe I ever had those feelings in general. So I met this guy recently and he is very sweet and gorgeous. I’ve been texting him using the industrious phone and so far we have gotten close (: I saw my ex recently too -_- that was….grueling. The way he looked at me...
“You would throw sexuality in there”
– Neal, talking about me saying something lmao.
Killing Me Softly- The Fugees.
ILOVETHIS...
Confused.
I am really confused. I’m just really confused in general. I mean, I’m done with the whole trying to figure out guys thing, but I am confused about what I want to do in life. I mean I am volunteering at NeoFuturist on Friday, but I don’t know what I want to do with myself. I feel like my life is so out of focus. (p.s. it is 12:34 a.m. haha), but I feel like I am control anything...
I May Not Win, But I Can't Be Thrown. Out Here On...
GOING TO SEE FAME TONIGHT WITH NEAL! :]
Fummed.
So I attempted to talk to the guy I used to like today, and he totally flipped on me. I’ve got to say I’ve never been talked to in my life like that. It hurt because I thought he was my friend, but he was saying that I have been saying all these things about him. It was just a very spiteful conversation. I honestly have a shit load to deal with and this is the least of my worries, but...