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Woah, look at me being completely diligent. I think I am slowly getting into the hang of writing these, slowly, but surely. So today I spent the entire day roaming around chicago. yay goo me! I saw elmo outside when we were on the bus, that was probably the highlight of my day and now i have a delicious hot mocca and an amazing sister, and cool voice lessons to look forward too. can life get more exciting? i think not. So i met this older man named Bob today, who looks like a complete pedophile..eep scarry, but hes my sisters friend so i guess i have to deal. I cant wait to grow up and be doing this for real.
16 and hating it. oh fuck im not even.
i need to live a little more. any ideas?
So I haven’t written this in a while, due to the lack of time I have. I’m so busy all the time…gah! So, we are done with our show (Lysistrata) and now its onto Fame. My chances of getting a good role is next to none, but I am going to try my very hardest and put myself out there. Hmmm what else? I got a new cover for my new phone; its very pretty. 4 day weekend!!! woot. I’m going to savor my voice for auditions on Tuesday (:
Friday - Neal is coming over. (cleaning room, laundry, doing homework -_-)
Saturday - Chilling with Nealio
Sunday - Going to Chicago.
Monday - Northeastern for last minuet voice lessons with Julie.
So, I am kind of jam packed for this weekend, but at least I get to relax a little bit :D
Theater fest approches! We leave tomorrow. I have my road test tomorrow! C’est tres…malade.
Bonjour! So I read back to some of my older blogs and I realized how annoying I sounded. I can’t help it. Hey have you ever seen a movie and the main character is really pathetic and you laugh at him/her,well in a couple years that will be me. Seriously, sometimes I wonder if I’m going to end up like Bridget Jones. Now that is a scary thought. So let me tell you a couple things that have happened during my winter break. First, I used most of my money shopping for really lame gifts for my family,leaving me totally broke. Second, I went downtown with my sister for the day and we were on abc 7 news as onlookers and we shopped at Macys. Third, Christmas was lame. Fouth, My step brothers came over and we enjoyed a weekend with them and created the videos called “two idiots on a couch” good times. Fifth, after they left I got really really sick and spent a new years eve watching the lame movie Brothers and eating chinese food. Thats about it. eh. Not that big of a deal. MOVING ON. For Theatre we are doing the show Lysistrata and once again I am the assistant Director. Luckily, this time I get to actually do some directing and help out forrr rizzlee thats exciting. THEATRE FEST! Its like a theatre festival that the thespians go to every year. It seems pretty awsome,we leave on Thursday and come home Saturday night. FUNNN!!! hm. I dont know.. I think thats about it. OHHHH wait. Our school is having a “turnabout” dance, where we ask the boys to the dance. I don’t think I’ll be doing that, lets just say its not my cuppa tea. Yes yes this is still my little complaint blog, so for those of you who were worried that this blog would actually become a little interesting then I am very sorry. (: I have no resolutions, because I’ve done making these stupid goals that I stick to for like 1 week. Can you say perminant? Oh Im thinking about dropping Broadcasting, because I dont really like it anymore. It gets a little stressfull when we have to get newspeices, which I hate, but I might be on the news more once Jess.G leaves (she is graduating earrly) wish me luck.
Going to be a good week…lets pray my mum doesnt ruin it. Fingers crossed. (:
im sitttingon the bus. ill be home in about 3 mins. auditions in 2 days. infomtional meeting tomorrow. it would be realy nice to make a good role, but knowing me i wont get a good part. the director typecasts too. ugh. one day. got lots of hw. byeeee
hooottttness :]
Haven’t been on this for a while. I didnt go to school on Friday, I had food poisoning, it was awful. I feel better this morning. It is Zoe’s bday and Charlees bday (: I have to go to school to usher for the show tonight, which fucking sucks cause I cant feel my fingertips. I got to drive this weekend a little bit. omgg. Im seriously the biggest loser ever.
gone to get a life,
bye.
I had a sleepover with Morgan last night. It was fun, but a little dull, which I blame myself for. I am soo lame I am watching a hair styling channel on youtube right now on a Saturday night. I know, pathetic. So I now am listening to music on youtube, while writing this. I haven’t been to my dads house in about 1 month so now that I’m here…its weird and boring. I think I’m going to read a little later, but for now I’m onliiine. I bought new comfy shoes, because the old ones got lost like 2 months ago -_- I was soo annoyed. I also got leg warmers :D So I’ve kind of given up on trying so hard, not with school or my fake attempt at being perfect, but with pretending to give a shit. I just want school to be over so I can live in the real world, not this fake shit where all people care about is stupid fucking things. I want to work, I want so many other things too, but I can’t have them. I’m just annoyed with myself. I’m going to “create a list” as my psychologist told me to do, and check off everything. That’s my new goal.
What will yours say?
Im about to die of exhaustion. I have no energy left. I honestly don’t. I have a heeeeuge math project thing that I have put off for a while..whatever. I have also put off driving. I have to get a waver!!! gahh. Okay I am so tierd. I don’t know if I want to run for running crew for The Sparrow, because I litterally have 0 energy left. I’ll go to crew tomorrow and see whats to do and then I’ll decide from there.
Im sleepy and thats it for tonight. -_- no hot guys at school….DULLL. blahh. Need some excitement here in this stupid little town please. :]
Four shows down 1 to go
Preforming in front of 1300 kids is amazing. I loved loved loved the experience of today. It was fantastic. James and the Giant Peach is looking great. I’m very exhausted. I don’t think I’ll miss the show, but I don’t get to hang out with David or Ned very muchh, which is sad cause I’ve just discovered how greatt these guys are. I hatee that everyones a senior and leaving ): I got my phonnne from davids car and I feel complete:] meeowoww. i’ve got nothing to say anymore…um. life is good i guess. Drinking with zoe tonight…cleaning my room tonight tho.. -_-
Im a fucktard. End of story.
TINEEY WINEEY STRING BIKKINI…is officially my favorrite song :D
“THIS LAND IS GREAT! THIS LAND IS FERTILE…LIKE THE OCTOMOM.” — Gabe.lmfaoo. He was standing up the sunroof screaming. It was hilarious.
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AHHH. I don’t have too long of a time to write this. I have to go bed. So tomorrow, everyone is off. I; however, have to come into school, which is going to be the biggest drag of my life. We have a dress rehearsal tomorrow and I am terrified that I am going to do something wrong and fuck up everything like usual. I’ll have to be super careful tomorrow. My day was really mediocre…nothing special really happend. I got dressed up for the “field trip” that we were supposed to go on, but Mrs. Brown is a dumbfuck and forgot and had the dates mixed so we all had to go to our classes. T_T I wanted to shoot myself. Oh god. Luckily I only have to go to 1-3 tomorrow then I go oon the intro-to-busniess field trip. AND THURSDAY I miss 1-6. and Friday I miss 1-6 then 9th period. :D I’ve got to pay for cast party..if I choose to go and I got to pay Lizzy and Amina and Jess back -_- GAHH. Hmm what else is going on? Well there is about three guys I’m kinda digginggg. One’s a sophmore and I have a class with him, and I guess he’s not the typical guy. EH. I’m totally turrned off by dating at the momment unless they’re older :P yumm. I lovee older guys they are more maturee. “ooooh she’s a little runnaway. Daddys girl and that all the things he couldnt say…ohhhh shes a little runaway” i love that song. HMM. i think thats it. SHEEEET! i forggot something. Iggght going to bed. Nightt. <3 :]