I am really confused. I’m just really confused in general. I mean, I’m done with the whole trying to figure out guys thing, but I am confused about what I want to do in life. I mean I am volunteering at NeoFuturist on Friday, but I don’t know what I want to do with myself. I feel like my life is so out of focus. (p.s. it is 12:34 a.m. haha), but I feel like I am control anything anymore. I am fifteen years old, and I have never felt so confused and lost in my life. I wish I had someone to direct me.