Incredibly happy. I’m done worrying about everything, I am a kid and I have to start living like one. I can’t believe I ever had those feelings in general. So I met this guy recently and he is very sweet and gorgeous. I’ve been texting him using the industrious phone and so far we have gotten close (: I saw my ex recently too -_- that was….grueling. The way he looked at me was horrible, so much for being friends. Why are guys so fucking paranoid? I don’t get it. Apparently if you are nice to them they think you are madly in love with them. I’ve got to start being mean to everyone just so that people stop thinking I like them -_- lets not go back to the drama of 7th grade. lmao. I cannot wait for winter to come and go, then spring so that in summer I can get out of here. Get out of this stupid fucking country, I mean. The guys are pussy’s or way to fucking weird and the girls are incredible fucked up (well some) I’m just ready to leave. For now. I am happy. I am a happy little butterfly. I saw FAME last night with Neal and we had a fucking amazing time! It was great. I’ve got to find my phone tonight, because I feel lost without it.